Posted by: doubleknot on: October 30, 2007
I want to see my Master. More specifically, i want to be in his presence, looking into his endless eyes, feeling his strength; feeling my helplessness; feeling his power; feeling my powerlessness; feeling his pain; feeling his pleasure.
Something i have noticed is that when Master is inflicting heavy pain on me, i [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 29, 2007
Today has been a day of happy domestic service. Cleaning, doing laundry, changing linens, all things which i actually don’t mind doing. I like the end results. I especially like cleaning to my favorite music. It puts me in a fabulous mood. And even if i am not particularly in [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 28, 2007
Was able to do my twenty minutes devotion first thing this morning. It really bothered me that i could not do it yesterday. It’s rare when i am that busy with the family that i cannot find even twenty solitary minutes. My children are not small anymore. Thankfully, i get plenty [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 28, 2007
Oooh Master, today was so busy with family. I didn’t have a moment to myself all day save for the few stolen moments i caught with you this afternoon online. I never did get a chance to do my devotion. When i saw the offline message you left about wanting to grab [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 24, 2007
Well, in ten minutes i’m off to take my big test. My stomach is a bit knotted up, but i think i’ll be okay. Having a slimfast for protein and carbs, and Master generously has allowed me two cups of regular coffee this morning. But i only had one, lol. I [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 23, 2007
Last day before the big test. Tension is reaching dangerous new heights. I wish i could sort of blank out and fast-forward myself to tomorrow, test time just so that it would be here already!
I asked Master for permission not to study today, which was granted. I really don’t feel at this [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 22, 2007
Eeeesh, what a night.
My body is reacting to the stress of this upcoming test, i think. Mega tummy trouble. i’ve been miserable the last few days because of it. i wish it was past Wednesday. i’m not used to being in school and studying and test taking. In fact, it [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 21, 2007
i’m horny.
i’m so horny i could fuck a table leg and be satisfied today. Only i can’t.
Master has this rule about telling one real live person each week that i’m an Owned slave. The new week just so happens to start on Fridays. I have not yet told anyone this week, therefore, [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 20, 2007
Master and i were having an interesting little discussion last night.
We talked about a lot of things:
How lucky and fortunate i am for one thing, to have Him as my Master.
How i would never run away; i don’t have the capacity.
What it really means to be Owned.
I’ll start with the last thing first. [...]
