doubleknot’s ruminations

Missing Master, day 2

Posted by: doubleknot on: October 9, 2007

I have a lot of little things to do today. It’s better when Master’s out of town that i have stuff to do. Better to keep busy and productive. It’s pleasing to Master that i keep up with all my family’s needs and tend to my chores and do all my errands. I must always aim to be pleasing. Plus, it’s good for my psyche.

Master started having me wear my leg cuffs to bed at night. They are clipped together with a metal clip fastener. This makes me feel very good insofaras i feel my place, i feel my Master’s presence even in his absence. It’s a comfort to me to be bound for sleep in this way and Master feels good knowing i am bound as well.

This morning when i got ready to do my devotion, i put on the leg cuffs, my leather collar, and the wrist cuffs as well; clasped both wrists and ankles together and did my twenty minutes on my knees. It seemed a long time, and wearing the required blindfold, i have no idea when time is up until the alarm goes off. I’ve actually mis-set the alarm a couple of times, which doesn’t help keep me wondering if i’d done the same this morning. I confess i peeked with four minutes yet to go; the alarm was set just fine.

But last week Master got an extra five minutes one morning because i’d set the alarm wrong.

I took my nap wearing the ankle, wrist cuffs and collar. It was a very settling feeling. I tucked myself under the covers and slept very soundly for nearly four hours. Upon waking, i feel much better than yesterday. Master phoned a few times yesterday and advised me he will send instructions to help with current situation with son. Thank you so much my Master! You’re the best! *kiss*

Now i’m off to run a few errands. Master will be home in a couple of days. I’ll get through it. I just have to keep busy.

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