Posted by: doubleknot on: December 31, 2007
Here i sit, pajama bottoms and panties crumpled down around my ankles, having just felt a powerful last orgasm of 2007. It was a good year of orgasms. Not one per day, but nearly that many. Thank you Master.
Here i sit, still pulsating below and thinking of Master. Thinking [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 30, 2007
Today i’m happy. I feel unusually settled. What’s more, my period is starting. Maybe that has something to do with it, i don’t know, the dreaded pms seems to have staved off this month. Lucky me, lol.
I just know i am right where i am supposed to be. My circumstances [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 29, 2007
Master, i really miss you. It’s hard doing this stuff without you. It’s hard doing anything without you.
I suppose that just means i am still very connected to you: emotionally, mentally, totally, completely. I am all yours. 100% of the time. Everything i do, i think, ‘would Master approve?’ [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 28, 2007
I want to write about someone very very important to me. Someone in my life who for a season has surely made their mark. An extraordinary individual from whom i learned so very much; and even as i gave, i received so much more in return. I wanted [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 27, 2007
I think Master wants me to admit some things to him. He wants me to tell him my needs, meaning, the really deep, dark hidden stuff that i share with no one. Things i want, things i crave from Him that i am afraid to voice. Because, if i let the cat [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 27, 2007
Holiday times are hard being a slave for me because everything is not ………well, normal.
Master and i do not reside together, and this year the holidays proceeded as usual only things just did not feel the same. I mean, i was there, enjoying family and the celebrations, but something was glaringly [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 21, 2007
My neck is stiff and my head feels full; sore. I have been crying. Make-up is wonderful for evening out blotchy red hues on an otherwise porcelain complexion. Crying makes my face less than perfect. “You’re a mess,” you told me just before you had to leave. “but I [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 18, 2007
“Friends help you move. Real friends help you move bodies.” –author unkown
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 16, 2007
I love when you are quiet. When you are quietly planning what use you will make of me. I love it and fear it at the same time. My tummy always feels slightly queasy and usually i try not to eat before seeing you in anticipation of this feeling.
But when [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 14, 2007
Master owns all of me. But he has not exerted his will in every area of my life yet. The latest new area he has take possession of for himself has been my sleeping habits. Huge for a night worker like me. Sleep is such a popular topic among third shift workers [...]
