Here i sit, pajama bottoms and panties crumpled down around my ankles, having just felt a powerful last orgasm of 2007. It was a good year of orgasms. Not one per day, but nearly that many. Thank you Master.

Here i sit, still pulsating below and thinking of Master. Thinking of how good he is to me. How perfectly suited he is to me. How unchanging he is. I have changed a lot in some ways this past year, under His hand. Master has been molding me in unseen ways, meaning, the process is unseen; the results are, however, quite noticeable to any discerning eye.

My beliefs about myself are changing. The very who of who i am is changing. Or, maybe it is finally being revealed; being opened, layer by layer. And as Master carefully peels the layers away, what sweetness is revealed underneath. What richness for Him and Him alone. The bits of me that Master is unwrapping for himself are pieces of me i have been saving, hiding, stowing away for fear of rejection. But Master welcomes these.

He knows the real me and invites her to sit down with him and just stay. To be His. To be Owned. The me that feared rejection is the me that has garnered his sweet attentions, his work, his love. The me that Master works over; molding into betterment and fulfillment. The molding that improves, purifies, satisfies, no, delights my Master, that molding is done and i thrive.

I have never felt this way before. What has been done to the deepest layers of myself has taken time, energy, work, and yet Master it seems, never even broke a sweat! Master has created for himself a property dripping with submission, passion, obedience and compliance, devotion, ardor, hope, lust, quiet, thoughtful repose, laughter, humility, and eager attention. There is no end to what Master can do with me. No ends to which i would not go for my Master.

The new year promises many things, but for me, for U/us, it promises the best me Master can create; with a mere sprinkle of Owner dust, and *poof!* Smile. it’s just like that.

Really it is.