dk: we need one of those teleporters
dk: like in star trek
M: *lol*… that’d be awesome!
dk: *Whooooosh!* here you are
M: go build one
dk: lol
dk: that’s an impossible order
dk: am I going to be punished for failing?
M: have you ever tried to build a teleporter?
dk: *pants*
dk: actually,
dk: yes, I have
M: horny bitch
M: sure you have
dk: I have!
M: are you really that much of a geek?
dk: I used to try to build all sorts of magical things when I was a kid
dk: but then I just decided to learn magic
dk: and cast spells
M: is that what happened to me?
dk: I cast a spell on you?
dk: no
M: maybe vice-versa
dk: I don’t know how we happened
dk: it’s still a mystery
M: *laughs*
M: yeah, well, thank goodness it did
dk: one of the great mysteries of the world
dk: cuz…
dk: you know
M: yes?
dk: yes
dk: you know!
dk: I didn’t like you
M: ahh, right
dk: I didn’t like your nick
M: you still don’t, now and then
dk: I didn’t like your profile
dk: You were arrogant; and presumptuous
M: and you were vain
dk: I am vain
dk: in a subbie way
dk: lolol
M: you truly thought you couldn’t be taken, and you could hold yourself apart from a man like me, as much as you needed to
M: and…
M: I am arrogant and presumptuous
M: I think I’ve accomplished enough to have earned it
dk: I see arrogance as a challenge
M: *nods*
M: you saw me as a challenge
dk: yeah
M: I wonder…
M: if you succeeded or failed
dk: well,
dk: I may be vain,
dk: but I’m humble enough to realize I wouldn’t have conquered the challenge without you

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dk: I’m not strong enough to handle the life I lead; you know that?
M: yes, I know that
M: you make large scale mistakes, left to your own devices
dk: I barely had my head above water when I met you
M: *nods* I know that now… didn’t then, of course
M: yeah
dk: well, when I met you, I had [a very good friend] supporting me
M: true
d: I’m sorry
M: sorry?
dk: no one should really ever expect another to be responsible for their life
dk: that’s ludicrous
dk: I shouldn’t do that; but I do
M: I think that is exactly what you must do
M: I wouldn’t have it any other way
dk: yeah, but you know? I have .. I struggle with that;
dk: it doesn’t seem right
M: and if you tried to shield responsibility from me, you’d be punished
M: it is quite simple, to me…
M: either you are going to make the big decisions of your life, or I am
M: and it’s better that I do
dk: what does it mean to “shield responsibility from” you?
M: I mean, to try to protect me from having to be responsible for you
dk: is that really where we’re at already?
dk: you’re a pretty busy guy lol
M: *laughs*
M: but almost never too busy for the big decisions
M: I may not decide when it’s chicken and dumplings night
dk: so, if I inform you one day that I’ve moved out…
dk: you’ll not be pleased
dk: lol
M: *laughs*
M: right
M: you soooooooooooooooooooooooo don’t want to present that news to me
dk: see?
dk: see how you are?
M: how am I?
dk: we’re having a perfectly relaxed chat…
M: yes?
dk: yes, and then you slam me into my slavery
M: that is not my view at all
M: I never see you not slammed into your slavery
dk: you see yourself as my Daddy
dk:
M: *laughs*
dk: “Who’s your Daddy?”
dk: or somethin’
M: that’s a little creepy
dk: wellll, I can act YOUNGGGGGG
dk: (and often do..)
M: yeah
dk: if you don’t see it as slamming me into my slavery, how exactly do you see it then?
M: I just think of you as always there
dk: what’s your definition of slave?
M: I have no idea
dk: lol
dk: some people dislike the term
dk: you seem to like it
M: I do
M: I use it to differentiate between you meeting your own needs through surrender (“submission”) from you meeting my needs through surrender (“enslavement”)
dk: that’s an interesting definition
dk: unique
M: I am chock full of ‘unique’
dk: *lays her head on your lap*
M: *pets*
M: ready for bed?
dk: yes Master
M: good slave
M: see?… “slave”… *smiles*
dk: i’m just a girl with a submissive heart
M: you wouldn’t have it any other way, of course
M: hardly
M: good night, just a girl with a submissive heart
dk: alright, I’m a slave
dk: lolol
M: *laughs*
M: yeah
M: but I’m still going to bed
dk: good night Master
M: good night
M: *kiss*
dk: *kiss*