Posted by: doubleknot on: June 18, 2009
Master came to my house today. I love it when he comes here. He’s only been here a handful of times, but it’s special each and every time.
The storm is here. The waves are rocking me violently. Master is my oasis. He holds me tight and keeps me feeling safe. I am so grateful to have him in my life right now. So very grateful.
Master said it again: I am a baby. Lol. Funny, isn’t it? I know I have that side of me. Only Master hasn’t seen it too much. Maybe he just never noticed until now. Mostly that side of me is reserved for those I feel very close to; those I trust. Like exposing my soft underbelly. Not too many get that from me.
It’s funny too, I am a complex creature. Like a precious stone, I have many facets. You can turn me over, and over, and over still, and you won’t have seen all the sides to my personality. I like that Master owns me. I like that he can bring out all the different facets of me, and yet still he feels comfortable keeping me. Lol. I always worry that sometime, a side of me will appear that he detests and he’ll want to call the whole thing off.
But he won’t call it off. If he doesn’t like it, he’ll simply change it. I’ve known him long enough to know how he works, lol.
I notice blogland has become like still waters. So quiet lately. Must be that the nice weather is drawing everyone outside and away from the dang computer; which is good. But I miss folks when they’re quiet.
That’s why I have been trying to blog a bit more; even if I don’t have a spectacular blog topic to post about, I want to be a voice, even if it’s telling you that nothing’s going on, but I’m still alive and well.
Well, it’s not that nothing’s going on. It’s just that I don’t want to be overly negative on here. No one wants to read constant whining, bitching, and moaning. Lol. Some drama is good, just to spice things up, but a constant diet of that? Not so good, I don’t think.
We were gonna do some shopping today; and that would’ve been fun. At least for me, lol. Maybe not so much fun for Master. We probably still will. I need a bed, for one thing, and whatever else needs replacing around here, once my soon-to-be-ex decides what all he’s taking with him.
Still, I wish he wouldn’t fight so much about the division of property. God. I want to save money. Haggling over this crap will wind up costing us a fortune in attorney’s fees; something I can do without, tyvm.
Did I mention, Master used me deliciously? I was afraid the neighbors were gonna hear, with all the windows open and whatnot.
I feel much better.
(Thanks Master. *kiss*)
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Hey! I left a comment! Where’d it go?
Anyway, I’m sorry about the storm raging, I know how that is. Glad you have your Master to steady you. {{{hugs}}}
June 18, 2009 at 7:12 pm
I have noticed the quiet too, I have been quiet myself. I agree that it is probably the summer weather and activities. I too have felt that J would sometime see a side of me that he detests, but he tells me that could never happen and I have come to believe him. I am glad that your Master is keeping you safe and sane through all of this. My thoughts are with you.