There was a “meet the neighbors” gathering where I in fact, met all sorts of neighbors I’ve been living near for years yet never knew.  They were all so nice!  Hub of course didn’t want to join in because he will have a moving truck in front of the house in a couple of days; understandable I guess.  But I did some networking and so that was good.

Then today I went with him to basically help buy everything to furnish his new place.  That was hard.  Well, he keeps making it hard.  He is grieving losing his home and I understand that.  The process while still amicable, is just sad.  When it’s not scary, that is. 

Still, I am looking forward to moving day, which ebbs closer and closer.  Bags full of his things are piled together downstairs.  In fact, everything he is taking is down there.  Some things are stacked in the garage.  It’s weird.  Uncomfortable.  He and I both wish this moving bit was over with already.  The act itself is just brutal.  Hard.  He is nervous and can’t eat.  I am edgy and tired a lot. 

Master says he is putting me on a budget once hub moves out.  I’m nervous about that too.  I don’t want him having such sweeping control over me.  Master would say that’s a lie.  “Yes you do.  You want it more than anything.”  I can hear him, lol.  And he is right I suppose.  In a way.  I do and I don’t.  Thing is though, I don’t get a vote.

I asked Master if I could buy a chair while out shopping for furniture, but he said, “Not today.”  If I wasn’t owned, that chair would’ve come home with me, lol.  The budget is for “discretionary spending”, so I don’t dig myself into a hole.  Master knows me too well, lol.  I think I do plenty of therapy shopping.  Who doesn’t?  lol

I’m craving chocolate.  And, actually, I have some, hidden!  I just remembered! 

So, that’s all.  Time to free the chocolate!