doubleknot’s ruminations

It’s cold.
It’s rainy.
I got wildly fucked over the back of my couch today.
Life is good.

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Back to school time. I love back to school time. My daughter went back today, and I’m perusing online degree programs.
Had coffee this morning with Master.  He’s kind of in town today.  He checked out the particulars of this one program for me, and now, back at my house, I’m sitting here feeling that slightly [...]

Today is one of those days.  I love weather like this.  Slightly crisp outside.  The first hint of fall in the air.  Sunny, with a lightly delicious breeze ebbing and flowing through the open windows.
The aroma of freshly baked pumpkin bread drifts around with the breeze.  A nice boneless pork tenderloin cozies up to the [...]

I’m home.  It poured the entire drive from Master’s office, dragging my ordinarily one hour trip out to nearly two.  The rain matches my mood today, for we’re both soggy.  I cried a lot of tears today:  in the hotel room while Master was at a meeting, in the car with Master listening to me [...]

Guess where I am?    No… I said you have to guess!
Well, I am with Master.  On business.  Currently, I’m alone in a hotel room waiting for him to return from a dinner meeting.  I got to spend time driving here with him today, him touching my hand, my thigh, my face.  Me, taking a turn [...]

My thoughts are stilted.  Still.  I have a great well of emotion which, perhaps, is best left undisturbed.  Nothing I wish to delve into just now.
Master is home.  We were able to get together for drinks after work the other night.  Ahh.  Finally.  Nourishment.  Even if it was only a hot dog, fries, and [...]

I really dislike coming to this blog to write sometimes.
This blog mainly details my journey into slavery.
Ick.  Even I don’t like the sound of that.  Let’s see…
This blog details my journey into becoming owned.
No, that’s not right.  It’s not a journey into ownership.  That either is, or isn’t.  You’re either owned, [...]

I don’t feel so owned lately.  I feel like a high performance vehicle put away in storage.  It’s his right.  Maybe it’s something he cannot control.  Maybe he doesn’t like that he cannot control it.
For he is with his family.  His wife.  Kids.  On a nice little family vacation, and the slave has been [...]

Master is still out of town, and still mostly incommunicado.  It sucks.  I choose not to dwell on it, therefore, it’s pretty quiet here. 
Here is where I think about us lots and lots.  But since he won’t be home for a few more days, I’m laying low here in da blog. 
I worked the [...]

Master is out of town.
It’s hot in Chicago today. 
I changed the blinker bulb, driver’s side front (almost) all by myself today! 
Had breakfast with my dad.  Always nice.
Thinkin’ ’bout makin’ banana bread in a minute.
Looking forward to the next Netflix installment of season one of Dexter.
Being owned is hard sometimes.
Enjoying my day off
Glad to [...]