Well, my house is full of all kinds of Halloween spooky.  Someone came by the other day and said, “”You must really like Halloween!”  I have the place all decked out.  In fact, I have to confess, it’s not enough.  I didn’t do much with the lawn.  I have a fog machine in the basement, but no cemetery to blow it into.  Hmmm.

Work has been incredibly stressful.  Just very, very sick patients and doctors who don’t know what’s wrong with them.  Makes for a lot of stressed out people, including their nurse!  Whew, am I ever glad to have a couple of days off.  I get to stay home and do…. schoolwork.

From one stressed-out situation to another.  Oy.  School is challenging me.  And it’s been a long time since I’ve felt really challenged.  And this is just the introductory course.  I wanna quit!  But Master won’t let me.   And I know it’s only two weeks in, but after I write this paper, The class is over!  Two credit-hour class, done in three weeks.  They move pretty darn fast.  The next one starts on Tuesday, for three credit-hours, and that class is five weeks.  I’m gonna have an aneurysm I tell ya.  I am.  (hear that Master??!)

I’ve all but abandoned the fun internet stuff.  I don’t have time.  (*insert pathetic face accompanied by sniffle here*)

The good news is, Master’s coming to my house tomorrow.  I’m very, very glad.  I miss him terribly.  The other good news is, the diet is going very well.  It’s not easy, but it’s successful at least.  I miss sweets.  And, there is this one patient’s son who brings the nurses donuts EVERY SINGLE FRIKKIN’ DAY AND I HAVEN’T HAD A ONE!!!!!!!  (*insert equally pathetic face here*)

But well, I’m a good girl that way.  Ain’t I Master?

Alright, so, I had asked Master a little while ago if I could wear my leather collar to bed at night along with the leather cuffs, and he graciously agreed.  But, I’ve got the plague from it, I swear.  My neck is breaking out in back in this itchy, red, raised rash.  It’s like some sort of contact dermatitis from the collar.  I don’t know what’s up with that.  I stopped wearing it for awhile per Master’s orders until it cleared up.  Started wearing it again, and I’ll be darned if that damn rash came back again!   (*insert pathetic little whimper and sniffle and face here*)

So, I dunno.  I guess I have to stop wearing it again and go from there.  There are some little metal brads holding the D ring in place that maybe I’m reacting to.  I react with itching when I wear certain earrings, but usually it’s only the right ear that gets itchy.

I’m just a weirdo.

(Even though school’s stressing me out, I have an A going so far!  But I’m positively beside myself with worry half the time because I … I dunno.  Because I’m a dork.  And I wish I hadn’t started in the first place because I’m too old for this pace!)

And that’s basically the story of my life lately.  I come online and go straight to my school web site.  Oh, and I work.  And I cook for me and the kids.

Oh!  But I did buy some really pretty things for my bathroom.  With pretty pink roses!  A new shower curtain and two fuzzy pink rugs that feel really cozy on my bare feet in the morning.  It’s cheery and GIRLY in here now.  (*insert smiley here!*)

That’s about it I guess.  I don’t have anything particularly slavey to talk about because all I’ve been lately is a work/school slave.

Except that, Master gives the very best kisses.  Damn, can that man make my knees weak with a possessive kiss!  (*insert breathlessness here*)

Well, I miss you guys.  And I feel sorry for me.  Because I have so little time for frivolity and whatnot lately.  (*insert a hand about to smack me here and… I get the message!!!*)

I’m done now.  I have to go to bed.  My eyes feel rough and scratchy and sandpaperish.

Well, they do.

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