Posted by: doubleknot on: January 30, 2009
Something happened today, something too good not to post about. But it was so rich, so full of food for thought, that I am not sure which bit to focus on; there was that much stuff going on in the exchange. So I guess I’ll just ramble on about it and see what comes out.
So, [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: September 29, 2008
Sometimes I think our relationship is in many ways almost vanilla. We don’t practice high protocols. We barely practice any sort of protocols. Outside of a few sticky little rules Master has for me regarding my speech.
When we are not specifically engaged in physical acts of S&M, I feel almost, almost on equal footing with [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: August 10, 2008
The other day, my Owner said,
“I want you to focus on a single thought… that I value your obedience above all; that your obedience is what makes me tick, what drives me. It is what I seek, and what I take. Focus on what your obedience means to me; the key is to me… [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 23, 2008
Again, I’ve been having a hard time finding my words for here. I guess I censor myself. I edit what I will and will not allow myself to post here. You see, this blog is mine. It is something Master allows me to control for the most part. In fact, I think only once since [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 9, 2008
Our relationship is weird. It’s like none I’ve ever experienced before, and not just for the obvious reasons; I’m talking more about the hidden exchanges between us. The relationship dynamics make it unlike anything I’ve known, and always leaving me feeling just one step off; like I can never quite keep my balance around him. [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 3, 2008
Master and I had a talk last night.
M: I have a task for you. Buy me a toy… you have a $50 budget.
dk: What do you want?
M: Something you know I will like.
dk: I have a whole suitcase full of stuff, lol
M: Yes, but this is about you buying it specifically for me.
dk: I [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: June 23, 2008
It’s funny… I got into the “scene” in the first place because my sexual fantasies eventually lured the timid me out of hiding. Soon I found out I wasn’t alone; there were a host of folks out there just like me. And for every kink that I thought extreme, there were always some “lifestylers” out [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: June 7, 2008
Today, every computer system we use was down at work. We are having some routine maintenance designed to prevent a major computer crash in the future. Our portable phones were down too. They were hand-delivering lab reports to the floors to be filed in the charts, just like the “good ol’ days”. [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: April 16, 2008
Ownership means just that. How many times have you heard small children claim ownership to something? “Hey, that’s mine!” Well, that’s basically what it means to be a slave.
My Owner says, “you’re Mine. You belong not to your husband, your job, your friends, your family, your kids, or yourself; you belong [...]
