Posted by: doubleknot on: April 14, 2008
There are a lot of ups and downs in this lifestyle. i don’t care who you are. (speaking to slaves now, as i can hardly fathom life from the other side) i can’t deny it; this past week was rough, but this morning was spent with my Owner.
One thing i’m noticing over [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: April 10, 2008
Worked the last two days, and since they are long, twelve to thirteen hours, i generally don’t have the energy to post as much.
Haven’t seen Master this week yet. We may do lunch tomorrow, but i don’t know for sure yet. i of course miss Him. And i hate how working [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 28, 2008
It’s sort of funny… i ‘advertised’ myself online as a slave well before i knew what exactly i would be getting myself into. In my mind, i felt that as far as bdsm goes, a slave was the deepest i could go in terms of submission to a Man. i [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 25, 2008
What am i? A slave. What is a slave? Or rather, what is slavery? Slavery is whatever my Master defines it to be, for i am His Owned property, and therefore His meaning is the only meaning that matters.
“My idea of slavery is actually embarrassingly simple. One, [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 16, 2008
“I was thinking as I was driving back…
do you know what your Owner wants, and therefore is going to have?
I am going to take a bucketful of tears from you
at the very earliest date
I need to use you”
Master told me this last night, and upon hearing it, my whole entire being it seemed rose [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 13, 2008
March 11, 2008
As you all may have surmised, it’s been pretty quiet in my blogland for a few days. The reason is that i was surprised and delighted on Thursday night when Master woke me and invited me to join Him for a long weekend. i didn’t really even have time to mention i would [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 5, 2008
“So, the idea here is, “If I get something out of this, then maybe I’m only acting like a slave to get that… therefore, maybe I’m not a slave in the first place.” Is that it?
Would you believe that you are over thinking this? *smiles*. It is a given that you would [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 4, 2008
Dear Master,
And so if my service is clouded by spurious motives, do you still want me? Even if i had not faced what those true motives were until just now?
The value of your Ownership (and i just finished devotion) is that you are in control of me all the time. You are committed [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 3, 2008
Dear Master,
Maybe it’s because i just saw a chick flick about weddings, and maybe it’s because i tend to dwell on things sometimes, but i know there are things on my mind i need to get off my chest. Feelings perhaps that the movie brought very near the surface; Themes the movie [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: February 26, 2008
Dear Master,
As long as the subject came up, i thought i would just list everything i would put on my agenda if i could have one. *grin*
Unlimited access to each other
Some pain, when i want, where i want, for as long as i want.
More time… to talk, to be your slave, to serve [...]
