Posted by: doubleknot on: September 7, 2008
One very large aspect of any human being is their emotions. And granted, sometimes it is very easy for my emotions to swell and rise with affection towards my Master. Yet other times, not so much, lol.
The intrusion of negative emotions is a difficult area to bring under Master’s control. And I’m not [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: April 14, 2008
There are a lot of ups and downs in this lifestyle. i don’t care who you are. (speaking to slaves now, as i can hardly fathom life from the other side) i can’t deny it; this past week was rough, but this morning was spent with my Owner.
One thing i’m noticing over [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: April 10, 2008
Worked the last two days, and since they are long, twelve to thirteen hours, i generally don’t have the energy to post as much.
Haven’t seen Master this week yet. We may do lunch tomorrow, but i don’t know for sure yet. i of course miss Him. And i hate how working [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: January 28, 2008
Being away makes you truly appreciate what you have at home.
Namely Ownership.
I cannot begin to explain how good it feels to be back on land and once again near my Owner! How easy it is to take the simple things for granted. Like communication. Being so far removed from home that way was indeed difficult.
Now, [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 29, 2007
Master, i really miss you. It’s hard doing this stuff without you. It’s hard doing anything without you.
I suppose that just means i am still very connected to you: emotionally, mentally, totally, completely. I am all yours. 100% of the time. Everything i do, i think, ‘would Master approve?’ [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 27, 2007
Holiday times are hard being a slave for me because everything is not ………well, normal.
Master and i do not reside together, and this year the holidays proceeded as usual only things just did not feel the same. I mean, i was there, enjoying family and the celebrations, but something was glaringly [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: November 27, 2007
“…for the next ten days, each day you will post a blog entry on one of these rules. Your entry will address your understanding of why I have this rule for you, your history of adherence or not to this rule, and your own assessment of its value.”
You will complete a devotion to me daily. [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: November 7, 2007
Some days, it is so, so hard to keep it all together.
I know what Master wants. I know what qualities he treasures in me. I know he appreciates my level of maturity. I usually do keep it together.
I have been keeping things together in my own household for many, many years. [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: November 3, 2007
If Master and i lived together i would never stop serving him. Today i am busy in my kitchen. I love my kitchen. I love to cook and bake things that delight my family. Yesterday i made soup and bread. Today i am making a different kind of bread and [...]
