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Posts Tagged ‘enslavement

Leading a Double Life

Posted by: doubleknot on: May 28, 2008

I think that’s why I get so jazzed up when Master’s not here. It’s like I’m leading a double life. That of his slave, and that of a vanilla wife, mother, and nurse. It’s damn hard sometimes juggling the two. And that is why, I think, that I long so much [...]

Identity Crisis

Posted by: doubleknot on: May 27, 2008

Master: “It isn’t about what you like. It is about who you are.”

It is?

*Thinks hard*………..

Maybe I’ve been going about this all wrong.

Master made this statement to me last night in reference to joining various groups on this website for lifestylers. I was joining the [...]

Fighting my way into Enslavement

Posted by: doubleknot on: April 16, 2008

Ownership means just that. How many times have you heard small children claim ownership to something? “Hey, that’s mine!” Well, that’s basically what it means to be a slave.
My Owner says, “you’re Mine. You belong not to your husband, your job, your friends, your family, your kids, or yourself; you belong [...]

deepening enslavement

Posted by: doubleknot on: April 14, 2008

There are a lot of ups and downs in this lifestyle. i don’t care who you are. (speaking to slaves now, as i can hardly fathom life from the other side) i can’t deny it; this past week was rough, but this morning was spent with my Owner.
One thing i’m noticing over [...]

on Mon, 3 Mar 2008 07:58:57, The Master wrote:

Posted by: doubleknot on: March 5, 2008

“So, the idea here is, “If I get something out of this, then maybe I’m only acting like a slave to get that… therefore, maybe I’m not a slave in the first place.” Is that it?

Would you believe that you are over thinking this? *smiles*. It is a given that you would [...]

my cage

Posted by: doubleknot on: February 19, 2008

For those of you reading this specifically because of the title, you may be disappointed to learn that my cage is simply a separate room in our house, about 11′x11′ in size. And so, it’s not a real cage-type cage at all.
As soon as i had learned that our boarder was moving out, i had [...]

Where is the love?

Posted by: doubleknot on: February 4, 2008

Speaking of love in M/s relationships…………

Yes, i love my Master. I didn’t feel this way at first of course. The love grew over time. I remember early on being very careful of my place. In the beginning, i tuned in very carefully to exactly what Master said, especially as it [...]

gratitude

Posted by: doubleknot on: January 9, 2008

Much of my life as a slave is one of profound gratitude. I would not be who i am today without Master. I have grown to love him so very dearly. I trust him with my very life. He owns me, body, mind and soul. The things i pour [...]

being Owned

Posted by: doubleknot on: October 20, 2007

Master and i were having an interesting little discussion last night.
We talked about a lot of things:

How lucky and fortunate i am for one thing, to have Him as my Master.
How i would never run away; i don’t have the capacity.
What it really means to be Owned.

I’ll start with the last thing first. [...]

being past the point of consent

Posted by: doubleknot on: October 13, 2007

Master says i’m well past the point of consent in O/our relationship. That there is the inescapable assuredness of my total enslavement to Him.
He’s right.
He’s always right when it comes to me. He knows me better than i know myself.
Discussion like this zaps and sort of immobilizes me and takes away any coherent [...]


 

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