Posted by: doubleknot on: May 28, 2008
I think that’s why I get so jazzed up when Master’s not here. It’s like I’m leading a double life. That of his slave, and that of a vanilla wife, mother, and nurse. It’s damn hard sometimes juggling the two. And that is why, I think, that I long so much [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: April 19, 2008
Life is full of ups and downs for me lately it seems. One day, i wake up feeling bright, happy, and cheerful. Everything is positive it seems, even if it isn’t. My mood is great. Then other days i wake up, perhaps there is no sun like today, and i feel [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: January 23, 2008
Well, my family and i are cruising the Caribbean this week so not much time to post here. In fact, the minutes are really expensive for internet time on the ship. Just wanted to say i am trying to have a good time in spite of being so far and so disconnected from Master. That [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: January 14, 2008
I hate being apart from my Master. Call it separation anxiety.
I’m going on a cruise. We leave Saturday for Ft. Lauderdale. And while this should be a happy experience to look forward to, i am feeling very little of that excited anticipation. I am mostly thinking how i will hate not [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 27, 2007
Holiday times are hard being a slave for me because everything is not ………well, normal.
Master and i do not reside together, and this year the holidays proceeded as usual only things just did not feel the same. I mean, i was there, enjoying family and the celebrations, but something was glaringly [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: November 17, 2007
Anyone peering in on my life from afar (save a few slave types) would say i am crazy. Certifiably so. Yet, that knowledge rarely even gives me pause. I know i am far from mainstream. I have determined to stay true to who i am since i moved out of my [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 9, 2007
I have a lot of little things to do today. It’s better when Master’s out of town that i have stuff to do. Better to keep busy and productive. It’s pleasing to Master that i keep up with all my family’s needs and tend to my chores and do all my errands. [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 8, 2007
I hate it when Master’s out of town. Master, i hate it when you’re out of town.
I got up early, did my devotion, and went back to bed. I am tired today. When i finally got up, i phoned you and you answered, which was nice. I enjoyed chatting with you. [...]
