Posted by: doubleknot on: September 20, 2008
I don’t have any great insights. I don’t have anything particularly witty to say. I don’t have any opinions that I can debate well enough to convince my opponents of their worthiness.
All I know is my Owner loves me. He believes in me. He is determined to own me, specifically me, and no one [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: March 4, 2008
Dear Master,
And so if my service is clouded by spurious motives, do you still want me? Even if i had not faced what those true motives were until just now?
The value of your Ownership (and i just finished devotion) is that you are in control of me all the time. You are committed [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: February 6, 2008
I didn’t become a slave in order to have a boyfriend, or lover, or even a potential mate. None of that was on my agenda. I became a slave to be controlled. Period. And with my Owner, that is exactly the basis of O/our relationship. Everything, everything else stems from there.
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Posted by: doubleknot on: February 4, 2008
Speaking of love in M/s relationships…………
Yes, i love my Master. I didn’t feel this way at first of course. The love grew over time. I remember early on being very careful of my place. In the beginning, i tuned in very carefully to exactly what Master said, especially as it [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: January 2, 2008
I have been sick. Gastroenteritis they call it. Between the severe pain in my abdomen and fever over 101 and other symptoms, I got scared and had hub drive me to the ER early this morning. After having a CT scan and an ultrasound, some IV fluids and medications I was [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 29, 2007
Master, i really miss you. It’s hard doing this stuff without you. It’s hard doing anything without you.
I suppose that just means i am still very connected to you: emotionally, mentally, totally, completely. I am all yours. 100% of the time. Everything i do, i think, ‘would Master approve?’ [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: December 28, 2007
I want to write about someone very very important to me. Someone in my life who for a season has surely made their mark. An extraordinary individual from whom i learned so very much; and even as i gave, i received so much more in return. I wanted [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: November 12, 2007
i love that my face still smells like your cock.
I love that my clit is tender from your vigorous rubbing.
i love that i kept you hard for the whole 30 minutes without making you cum.
i love that you fucked me from behind until you finally did cum, right inside me.
i love being your slave.
i love [...]