Posted by: doubleknot on: September 17, 2008
Master and I were having some light banter last night.
“Master, I have the weekend off. We should go somewhere.”
“We should.”
“I work Friday until 7:30…”
“Then, we could catch the next flight to Hawaii.”
“…then have to be back at work at the crack of dawn on Monday morning.”
“Okay…to Florida then.”
“Vegas!!”
“Cool!”
“You could bet me in a game [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: August 10, 2008
The other day, my Owner said,
“I want you to focus on a single thought… that I value your obedience above all; that your obedience is what makes me tick, what drives me. It is what I seek, and what I take. Focus on what your obedience means to me; the key is to me… [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 23, 2008
Again, I’ve been having a hard time finding my words for here. I guess I censor myself. I edit what I will and will not allow myself to post here. You see, this blog is mine. It is something Master allows me to control for the most part. In fact, I think only once since [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 21, 2008
Going to serve Master. Be back soon )
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 15, 2008
By putting aside the very obvious notion that there is something psychologically wrong with a masochist, then I suppose I can begin to embrace the fact that I am one.
My roots in masochism go pretty far back to very early childhood. I blame my mother.
I’m not sure if this is how it all [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 9, 2008
Our relationship is weird. It’s like none I’ve ever experienced before, and not just for the obvious reasons; I’m talking more about the hidden exchanges between us. The relationship dynamics make it unlike anything I’ve known, and always leaving me feeling just one step off; like I can never quite keep my balance around him. [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: June 29, 2008
So many folks out there in the BDSM community seem to have romanticized notions of what it means to be a Master and slave. I see a whole continuum of M/s relationships with light, bedroom-type role-play being at the mild end, serious, heavy-duty 24/7 couples residing far from them, clear at the other end, and [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: June 27, 2008
It has been a weird week, with lots of time for thinking. For the most part, I feel very settled in my place as Master’s slave. I have been thinking about him a lot. No time together this week though, perhaps that is why all the pondering.
I think back to the very earliest [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: June 23, 2008
It’s funny… I got into the “scene” in the first place because my sexual fantasies eventually lured the timid me out of hiding. Soon I found out I wasn’t alone; there were a host of folks out there just like me. And for every kink that I thought extreme, there were always some “lifestylers” out [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: June 3, 2008
Remember that song?
“Red and yellow and pink and green… purple and orange and blue…”
“I can sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow, sing a rainbow too”
Or I can just look down at my tits and see one too.
Master and I had a delightful morning of bonding and bondage and beating. The three [...]
