Posted by: doubleknot on: July 23, 2008
Again, I’ve been having a hard time finding my words for here. I guess I censor myself. I edit what I will and will not allow myself to post here. You see, this blog is mine. It is something Master allows me to control for the most part. In fact, I think only once since [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: July 3, 2008
Master and I had a talk last night.
M: I have a task for you. Buy me a toy… you have a $50 budget.
dk: What do you want?
M: Something you know I will like.
dk: I have a whole suitcase full of stuff, lol
M: Yes, but this is about you buying it specifically for me.
dk: I [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: February 15, 2008
(edited to add: i am very up-and-down this week. going from worrying, to feeling secure in Master’s good care, back to worrying again..)
I saw Master today. Today was a very different experience for me though Master did not do anything that was really very different from any other time we get together. Well, [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: February 9, 2008
I am always happy, excited, nervous, etc, etc, to meet with Master. You slaves know how it is. Tummy cannot settle with all the butterflies knocking about down there. Though, i have finally stopped feeling so nervous. I am more….expectant. I never know what’s coming. I guess the [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: January 29, 2008
Ever try to sit down and write something while you are still in that slavespace? Nothing coherent comes to mind. All i have been thinking for the past several hours now is how totally taken i feel. How Owned.
I was with Master this morning. Then we had lunch. [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: January 28, 2008
Being away makes you truly appreciate what you have at home.
Namely Ownership.
I cannot begin to explain how good it feels to be back on land and once again near my Owner! How easy it is to take the simple things for granted. Like communication. Being so far removed from home that way was indeed difficult.
Now, [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: January 18, 2008
It was 4 am when i got out of bed this morning. The temperature outside was in the single digits. It was bitterly cold and i prayed it was not still snowing. Leaving work last night i broke the driver’s wiper blade trying to unstick it from the frozen [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: November 27, 2007
I was the happiest slave that morning. Awake extra early, showered, dressed for Master in a jean skirt and beige turtleneck sweater, black panties, no bra, per Master’s orders. I hate not wearing a bra though, because i’m big and i neeeeed my bra. Master believes it enhances my slave headspace to [...]
Posted by: doubleknot on: October 4, 2007
Let’s face it. Some days just start off bumbling.
you spill your milk and cereal. Maybe your tea too. you get caught in traffic, find out you’re working short, the floor is busy like it were a full moon out there (only it’s not), and you forgot to pack a lunch. you spill antibiotic all over [...]